Hmmm... too bad you don't have a coach, you could have started out with such info. Instead of spinning your wheels for months at a time between each epiphany.
Isn't Jim Conroy not far away? Viktoricus have you ever visited their operation? I only know his name and his web site but if I moved to Idaho I know I'd be interested in checking out the group there. Just saying hello to them doesn't mean you have handed over autonomy.
I don´t understand what is triple extension for the clean